Life suckzz...lD
MiserableYou guys have probably noticed that I've almost completely stopped replying to messages and commenting on Deviantions.
L-LOL I'M REALLY SORRY FOR BEING SO SUPER MIA~~~
But I want to thank you for all the watches and faves and support~~~ TT3TT
I've dedicated my life to school...boo hooo~~~
TTATT
And it's getting rrreeeaaallllly cold.
Wh-Who need fingers anyways.
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Yeah.
So I'm basically failing all of my courses. Like, bomb a test here, butcher an essay there, A-bombing life along the way--askgldj
And you know what hits my nerves the most?
How I try so flippin' hard and work to death---and then end up failing everything.
And it has dawned on me how stupid I really am.
Like how I spent five hours studying for a test when others spend two hours, and then end up doing poorer than they did.
Or how it takes me 3xs as long to write an essay or read a book.
Or how it takes me weeks to fully absorb something that should have been learned in one day.
Or how the logic, calculating, MATHEMATICAL part of my brain seems to be completely missing.
And because of how stupid I am in everything and ESPECIALLY in math, my parents make me do practice problems everyday after school and every weekend or else I'm not allowed to sleep.
Yeeessss...I understand it's for my own good.
But I still really hate my stupidity. And how I don't seem to understand anything.
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I don't set my goals for "Ivy League" colleges.
Or pulling 500 dollar bills out of my pockets.
Because all I want to be when I grow up is happy.
I mean, hey, if Ivy Leagues and money makes you happy, then that's okay(Yes, I know education and a good college is important yadda yadda and I am trying my best as well).
But I'm not looking for such simple things.
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WHHHEEEEWWWWW...SORRY FOR THAT DEPRESSING RANT...Please don't get mad at me...lD
I just needed to get that out...=V=
TO DO LIST:
Free sketches for
(I'm sorry I'm sorry I promise I'll do them)
*Vomits blood*
S-SO how are you guys all doing? n_n;;
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Change to be seen throughout the world....
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1 out of every 4 Americans is suffering from some form of sanity.
Think of your 3 best friends.
If they're okay, then it's you.
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Captain Jack Sparrow - "Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly."
Yeah, high school is pretty tough...no sleep...XD
Aw, thank you so much for the encouragement!
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Dumplings+Tea=Life
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You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend
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When spring comes . . .
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